If you want something go get it. Stop blaming coaches for why you aren’t playing, put something in front of their faces that they can’t deny to put on the field.
Romans 8:18
The pain of what you are feeling is nothing compared to the joy that’s coming.
You put in countless hours of hard work. Sometimes you might feel it is for no reason, but stay consistent and keep going through pain and it’ll be worth it in the end.